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Wednesday, December 30, 2015

With Eyes to See

It has been a long time since I've posted something on my blog. I had high hopes when I started college that I would have many things to post, but 'twas not the case. I didn't do much writing other than school papers, which, though some were interesting to write, I will not post here because they are not quite lively enough for this blog. Last semester, however, I had a Creative Writing class which gave me a jump-start on some material to share with the world. And without further adieu, here is the first of three poems I wrote for that class.

(This is a picture I took of U Hall which sorta sets the mood to my poem.)


With Eyes To See
By Melody Beerbower, September 8, 2015

Raindrops fall from a charcoal sky,
Liquid spheres of sorrow
Turning the world to grey.
They dampen the heads below them
Bent close to examine the pavement
With barren eyes.
Crooked cracks disfiguring the sidewalks
Traveled by too many feet
Capture the rain in miniature rivers
And drain it onto the blacktop.
Men and woman hurry along
Passing each other like dignified trains
Gliding by,
Each with a separate track.
In the swirling mud at their feet
A sparrow lies
Struggling in a tangle of filthy string.
The shoes of earthy brown tread close
But never once do crush it.
And never once do the downcast eyes
Have sight to see
Its plight.

A man approaches, with head bent low
And eyes half-closed against the wind,
Clutching a paper cup of coffee.
His heavy boots splash through the mud,
One tan shoe lace trailing behind
As though it lacks the strength
To keep the shoe securely fastened.
As he stretches his foot out in perfect stride,
Right over the place the sparrow lays struggling,
A stranger bumps his shoulder
Pushing him stumbling
Backward and knocking the coffee from his hand.
The dark liquid mingles with the rain,
No different from the mud bellow.
As he bends to retrieve his cup,
His wayward gaze
Is pierced the sparrow’s eyes.
Trickling in their dark depth,
The yearning for life and freedom grows.

The sparrow lays still
In the man’s work-worn hands.
As carefully he peels away the string.
People pass on either side
Like water around a sturdy rock in a swiftly flowing stream.
Finally, the string falls away,
And curls up in the mud at his feet,
Next to the languid shoelace.
With one soft stroke to the Sparrow’s head
And one to the wing now free,
And one last look into its eyes
He lifts his hand, palm outstretched,
And releases the sparrow into the grey.

The man watches its flight toward the hazy sun,
As the dark screen rolls away.
He squints his eyes
As it is swallowed up
In the newly-discovered brightness.
Someone stumbles against the man
As he stands with his gaze in the sky.
He catches their arm and points aloft
And says in awakening awe, “Look, man. See.”
The next man turns his face briefly to the sky,
But the sight holds him there.
He nudges another beside him and points,
And so it continues and on down the line
Until along the street people are stopping
To gaze upward,
For a beautiful rainbow has replaced the rain.
Even though the rainbow slowly begins to fade,
The people are still talking to one another.
They resume their walk,
But their eyes are no longer on the ground below,
But wander about in the warmth of the sun
And all because one man rescued a sparrow
And turned his broken gaze above.



Sunday, February 15, 2015

Everyone Knows It's Amy

Time has come once more to do a birthday post. This time it is for my dear sister Amy. She has waited a long time for this moment--for the time when I would write her a song. Well Amy, here it is. Happy 17th! (And yes I know I'm a day late. I was waiting until she returned from her retreat.)

For those of you who do not know the tune, here it is:



Everyone Knows it’s Amy
By Melody Beerbower with Help from Jeannette, February 14, 2015

Who’s trippin’ down the steps of the stairway
Eager to tell something new that she’s learned
Who’s popping up in everyone’s picture
Everyone knows it’s Amy

Who’s wandrin’ through the aisles on a Sunday
Smilin’ at everybody she sees
Who’s reaching out to tickle the children,
Everyone knows it’s Amy

And Amy has gorgeous eyes
That brighten up all our lives
And Amy she always tries
To be a help

Who’s scribbling down the start of a story
In letters too small for people to see
Who’s drying pans with her little sister
Everyone knows it’s Amy

And Amy has gorgeous eyes
That someday will capture guys
 But she’s too young to form ties
For right now

 
Who’s trying out the schemes of her sister
Bumping her head and scraping her knee  
Who’s folding up a mountain of laundry
Everyone knows it’s Amy

And Amy has braces too
To make her smile look brand new
Improving it’s hard to do
Because it’s so bright

Who’s waited years for a song to be written
All about her with lyrics by me
Who will be thrilled to finally have one
Everyone knows it’s Amy

But Amy has another song
She’s hated it all along
To sing it now would be wrong
Let’s do anyway…

 Amy what you want to do?
 I think I could stay with you
 For a while, maybe longer if I do

Who’s reaching out to whop on my noggin
Mad and upset pretending to be
Who cannot hide the curve of her smile
Everyone knows it’s Amy

And Amy makes a real good friend
I could make verses again and ‘gain
But it’s time for this song to end
So that’s all for now

Monday, January 5, 2015

Writing with Hope

What is the point of a story if it does not bring hope? What is the point if all a story brings is sadness, hardship, despair, and evil? Is not the world full enough already with those things without us adding to them? If you want to see evil, if you want to feel pain, look at the world around you. It does not take much looking to see the suffering. It does not take much looking to see the evil. Why must we create more of it in our stories?

And yet, there is a place for sadness, and evil, and pain in tales that we write, for it can bring change and healing. Without it, the stories would be lifeless, mere platitudes, yes even a mockery to those in pain. For life truly is full of all those things. So how can I speak out of both sides of my mouth then saying we must not write evil and yet we must write evil? 

It is the evil without hope that I write against. Stories must end in hope--even if just a glimmer of it--for stories show us life. And to give up hope, is to up life. 

For a christian especially there is hope, even in death--especially in death. It is sometimes the privilege of  stories to reveal that hope in our lives, or to recall it to us when it grows dim, and we seem to have lost it. 

If it ever comes to a point where our stories lose all hope and happy ends, it will be a sad world indeed to live in... 

But ah! Where is the hope in that? 

I do not despair for I am sure there are others like me who still hold dear the happy endings of their childhoods and wish to see them return. And perhaps, perhaps I might have a small hand helping them once more bring hope to our world.